That point of no return

It's like she always knew what to say, but never found the right moment to say it.

"Could have, should have, would have"...she doesn't want to reach that point, but something is telling her that she will if she doesn't get over herself in due time.

It's about confidence she thinks...well, yes it is...and about assessing the risks. But how can you assess the risks of something that you don't know, at a point in time when you can only imagine it...?

She knows she's being irational, but it's like she's so used to that and doesn't want to let it go. Eventually she will have to; when reality kicks in.

She's thinking...a lot...most probably she will do what she has in mind right now...there will come that time when she can't wait or wonder anymore.

Until then...she keeps on evaluating and building strength for what it is to come :)